I don't recall anyone abusing you here, Yoav. You singled me out as some sort of forum master in defense of your creating this thread about which I twice informed you it had nothing to do with me, and I corrected your misconception accordingly.
As to your bitterness at not being appreciated for who you are, that I cannot help. It is impossible to get any real sense of who anyone is via the internet, you know that. One cannot force people to appreciate oneself or one's likes and dislikes just because one wants them to.
So...now that we have gotten so far

perhaps you can now continue discussing Genesis chords and tabs with like-minded folk in peace both here and on your above-mentioned forum.