No one has to reply to this. Like the title says, I'm just thinking out loud.

I just got done reading Byron's thread in the Essays and Short Stories board and it got me thinking. I really miss thoes days. I used to come on this site every day for one reason, to have fun. Now that I think about it, it was usually the high point of my day to screw around and talk Floyd with you guys(well, some of you anyways).

I had to leave the site for a while, and when I came back, I was mostly annoyed at what I used to find amusing. Stuff that I did back then, I bitch about now. I seriously need to take quite a few steps back and realize what the hell I'm doing and what I've become.

Of course, the whole FW situation between her, Mark, and myself led to a lot of the personality changes for me, here anyways. I became very bitter because of that. The fact that she would run to Paulo and complain about Marko pissed me off. The fact that I stepped down as mod(when she was made mod) yet still had the ability to read the posts in the moderator forum pissed Paulo off.
I've been quite the asshole ever since then, I guess.

I think I need to get over the shit that FW(Wright stalker #1) did and realizethat she no longer posts here anymore. **** I need to lighten the hell up, big time. I have tried before, but that was all half-assed. I never put forth the effort.

I'm not sure what I'm really trying to say. Like I said, just thinking out loud.