Everybody, please read this

I'm not really sure how to start this thing. I guess maybe I could say a few clever thing and try to be funny, but for some reason I don't think that would go over to well after the mess I created. If you have no idea about what I'm talking about, then there is really no point in reading the rest of the post(ramble).

First off, I'd like to apologize to the entire APFFN community for my recent actions. Well, not to all of you. There is especially one person who I have decided to just ignore completely from now on. Anyway, my actions were unexcusable. Acted like a complete ass, I did indeed. I am ashamed that I have dropped the spirits of this great community, and don't deserve to be a member anymore. I feel that now, I have to single out some of you.......

PearlWaters: Sorry. Still.......pictures baby, pictures!

Byron/NNJ/thorin/ect: I haven't really heard from you guys, so I'm not sure where you stand on all this. I really feel shitty for letting you down. I know that you guys know that I'm better than this.

Dr. Cheese: I think I owe you the second biggest apology. There is no excuse for what I said/posted. I'm not going to go into that....ever again, because it's something that I'd wish that the entire site would never speak of again. Maybe this sounds wierd to you, but I never have had anything against you. I hope you'll forgive me man(although I wouldn't blame you if you don't). Hey, sometimes i'm a complete idiot.

Paulo: I owe you the biggest apology. I have tarnished the spotless reputation of this site. I know that we already had a nice talk before, but that's the thing that kills me. The way you treated me after what I did. You acted like nothing had ever changed, and like it was back when I used to send you multiple PM's every day asking you if you could change my title to Poop King. Good times indeed. That's why I feel shitty. I don't deserve to be treated that well by anybody on this site, let alone by the owner of the site. I thought about what you said Paulo. How can I argue with anything that you said. Believe me(for what that's worth), it'll never happen again. If you have to ban me again, do an IP ban, then just wash your hands of me. But I don't plan on putting you in that position man.

Once again, I want to ask....no, beg you all(except for a certain poster) for forgiveness. I ****ed up. I had no right to do what I did, so if you won't forgive me.....I understand(Hey...I'm no bud Sturgess!).

Thank you all for taking the time to read and/or reply to this thread. I'm not very good at this sort of thing(apologizing), so I hope you were able to bear with me there.



The Man Of A Thousand Names.

Hey, OG, glad to see you're still with us.

Bravest people I think are the one's you can apologize for their actions, not the one's who go into a giant ball of fire and try to live.

Am I the one you aren't apologizing to?

Kevin,
I for one, was never mad at you. I was more interested in getting to the bottom of it, and well, curious about the truth.... although it did cause me some anxiety. It was harder on the new folks who more or less thought you were some evil demon-like spirit...lol. But hopefully we've cleared that up.
I definitely do not want to see you go. I've always enjoyed the lively energy that you contribute here...(although I will agree that sometimes you are a complete idiot , Just kidding, you know I love ya man, but still no pictures! ) And besides, you had just come back!
I appreciate the things you've said here today, and look forward to seeing more of you around here.
We cannot afford to lose anymore veterans, or good people for that matter.

No Gerald, you are included in the apologies.

Actually, OG is gone. I needed a fresh start....again.

How many names is that for you now? Five? You're an institution.

Yes, and it's something I'm very proud of.

I was just curious. I'm one of those guys who instead of saying 'All is forgiven' pretends that nothing ever happened and just continues talking and taking the piss.

No probs matey, if nothing else it's assured me my 15 mins of fame!
Glad to see you're still around.

That's fine with me. I'd rather just pretend nothing ever happened myself.

Thanks man, I really appreciate that.

Hey I dish it out myself often enough to be able to take it on the chin when it comes my way. (Does that make any sense?).

You know, maybe sometimes a nice long break from the forum is just what you need to collect your thoughts a little. I know sometimes when I was disgruntled, and especially after the Jimminy thing, I didn't post for a few days, and felt much better later.