the 100th post thread

[Tzvia_lovefloyd]

when i say my brains ****ed up it means i get serious cronic headaches and migraines, i was addicted to pain killers, and having to do with the running, it hurts to run or do anything that involved moving too quickly and jumping up and down like skipping or standing up too fast. cause i get all dizzy, my head starts throbbing and it can make me faint sometimes.

[vacant_eyes]

Im sorry to heart that. Isnt there anything you can do to nullify it apart from taking painkillers?

[Tzvia_lovefloyd]

well i got off the painkillers and my neurologist put me on this antidepressant and it helped but he took me off it to see if it could have prolonged effects and i wouldnt need to take it anymore, but it hurts again now that im off it. he did think that i might have AVMs which are brain bleeds. my dad had them and had 3 brain bleeds and had to have brain surgery otherwise he would have died, and the brain surgery was really risky but he's ok now and has to take this pill 2 or 3 times a day. so i had a CT scan to see if i had taht and im lucky cause i dont but they dont know whats wrong with me. i have another appointment with my neurologist in about two weeks. my mom thinks its stress but its not cause im not stressed.

[vacant_eyes]

So its hereditary is it? Man that sucks. My mums on anti depressants because she has depersonisation syndrome i think where she thinks she isnt really there. Plus on top of all that shes been having back pains and she quit her job because theres a new manageress whos screwed the whole place up and insulted her.

[Tzvia_lovefloyd]

that sucks. not its not hereditary. so im lucky, otherwise i probably would have had it. but cancer runs in my family as well. my dad had skin cancer 3 times and had it removed, but that was cause he grew up in israel and rarely wore sunscreen. but my family has been quite diseased. its sad. my mom quit her job recently too cause she was really stressed because her mom was in the hospital with a broken hip and her sister was in the hospital with breast cancer and when her sister (my aunt) died, and her mom (my grandma) heard about it, she stopped eating and then she died as well. and my brother was being a complete ****er and her boss was being an asshole and not at all supportive and wouldnt even give her a bit of time off. but now shes got a part time job for monday and tuesday.

[vacant_eyes]

Thats terrible my gran broke her hip a while back too its getting more common with the elderly but may i suggest that we change the subject to something a bit happier eh?

[AlwaysObscured]

Ill never gonna make it...

i mean, how do you can have hundreds and hundreds of posts???
how much time use answering posts???

i use 1 or 2 hours reading every day....

[Tzvia_lovefloyd]

just chatting. if you have something to say or want to join a conversation just do it. it doesnt matter how many posts you have anyways.

[vacant_eyes]

give it a few months first eh?

[Tzvia_lovefloyd]

i've been here about a month. but i post a lot cause i get bored and come on the computer and have pointless conversations. its fun! but no ones gonna judge you by your post number

[vacant_eyes]

iv been on for a couple of hours n ive made like 45 posts maybe its a new record!

[Tzvia_lovefloyd]

yeah, i posted about 50 times today

[Bluesman]

Originally posted by Tzvia_lovefloyd
but no ones gonna judge you by your post number

But they might for having conversations that can be exchanged via chat room, PM's or any type of messenger.

[vacant_eyes]

well when im talkin to someone as interesting as you its worth it

[Tzvia_lovefloyd]

do you have msn?