who are you?

have you ever fought with insanity
have you ever hated your clarity
have you ever found your way
have you ever tried to start a new day
have you ever wondered why
have you ever wanted to die
have ever felt so alone
that you'll die just to feel someone
and who are you to feel so god damn powerful
to tell me you can hold me down
to tell me you know whats best
who are you to try and stop me like the rest
its only the beginning of this
its just the end of your bliss
and to feel you skin and your kiss
who are you to hurt me like this

live to send no signals
breath to steal the air
smile a bit because
frowning
makes people not care.
people look and stare with
thoughts you can never know
but transcend their sense of
existence shallow or deep
and wade in the warm water
that flows from your being.
follow a simple path
to a shack bt the sea.
and live a life beyond
everything
your supposed to be

100% alcohol dripping off the ceiling
I'm alone, all alone I can't fight this feeling

I want to destroy, I want to create
I need a voice to compensate

For lost days and lost years
And lost feelings of mine
Too little, too long
An edge worn down by time

My body is infected
This decrepit man of me
My soul is disconnected
From the world outside, I can't see

Layers of wall, incase us all, I wish they would crash down
To the floor, with an awful roar, let out their wicked sound

It's like a scream, but frighteningly softened
A flame that burns, but flickers too often

For people who yearn like me
For more than simple pleasures buried inside
For people who burn like me
From being so trapped, but not trying to hide

My body is infected
This decrepit man of me
My soul is disconnected
From the world outside, I can't see

break down your wall,
come feel it all,
those screams of which you speak,
are in the minds of both strong and weak,
so release yourself from your cage,
in your book start a new page,
or even start a whole new book,
start over with a brand new look.