Are You Happy?

Just wishing I had a Jag XJ-R...

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"David Gilmour can do more with one note than most guitarists can do with the whole fretboard."

Dave Mustaine (Megadeth)

I don't think im quite old enough to think if im in the right place (only 14).
But I have definately changed in the past year, a lot, I listen to and play way more music then a year ago.
And I am also in a band.
My hair has also grown. ha.

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No matter where you go, there you are.

To answer the general question, 'are you happy?' I'd say no, not really, but I still have alot of life to live.

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That's all.
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Now you can see all the shit I listen to.
And you can fawn over my Myspace.

Hmm...

When I was 7 or so, I wanted to be a doctor, so right now, I'd be in pre-med or something.
When I was 12, I decided I wanted to be the next Donna Karan. Obviously, I'd be studying design right now.
Before my parents moved, I had plan of going to Drexel or Dusquene, but now I'm going to Fairmont State.
But I'm still happy with how I'm moving along in the career/education department.

My ex had once asked me to marry him after college. I suppose had I not broken up with him, we'd be engaged and probably living together. But I'm still pretty happy we're not together.

I guess I'm happy enough.

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Agreed.

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At times.

Only 15, so I guess when I really think about it I really should be happy with all I have and what I've accomplished so far... but somehow--and I know it's silly--but I can already begin to feel the years slipping away so quickly. Oh what I would do for more time.

Also in a rock band..

Also longer hair than I thought I'd have..

Happy? Not really. Maybe if I still had a certain good friend...

I am, life's beautiful! When i was 12 i wanted to be a film maker, I still want to so I'm studying cinema. So i guess this is pretty much where I imagined i would be by now. The only thing missing right now is a girl to give me some love, jeje. And by love i don't mean sex (which is way easier to get). But that's just a detail, everything else is just dandy.

If anything written above doens't make any sense, I apologize, english is not my native language

Cheer up people

That is EXACTLY how I felt last year!

Could be worse....

Have a lot of pressure and stress but nothing beats the fact that I'm on my own two feet. Struggle I may, but I'm doing it all on my own baby.

My failures may certainly be mine, but it also means my acomplishments are mine too!

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I'm Dr Cheese, how could I not be happy!

I was having this conversation with Fixxy just the other night.

I'm in a place in my life where I ought to be very happy with the progress I've made. 6 months ago I was unemployed and in a poor marriage with no prospects for the future. I was standing back watching my life go down the drain. 6 months later, and I've moved to the UK (something I've dreamt of doing for nearly 10 years), found a good paying job in a company that appreciates me, found a wonderful person to spend my time with and am finally writing again. Yet I'm still feeling down. Not nearly as much as I was in the past, but still...

I think it's just a chemical imbalance in my head. I don't think I'll ever hear myself say, "Yes, I am happy". I don't really know how to be.

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"We are the music makers, and we are the dreamers of dreams."

I think I am.. I am at uni studying a course I love. I have an amazing group of friends and contacts. I feel like my life is stable, I have definite career goals. I volunteer for things that satisfy me. Could do with a job and a boyfriend, but the latter are overrated anyway, so a job will do me.

cheers

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Cancel the apocalypse
Cartons of the milky way with pictures of a missing planet
Last seen in pursuit of an American dream

Ditto.

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Hi floor! Make me a sandwich!

I was gonna say ditto to that also, but now since two people went before me already. I shall say; no, my life sucks.

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It's a crime that the swift should be held back by the slow, and it's criminal that nothing is going to rectify it.