Open Letter begging forgiveness and apology-To All APFFNs

I sincerely do ask for the mistakes and the errors of my ways.I know that I'm not that "Intelligent","Savvy smooth talker'.But I really love you all here.
In ref: to Fixxlevy's stance on me; please Fixxlevy I must clarify that what that "PM" you'd received sent from my ID ;was NOT sent by me;it was a fluke and a freind of my stole up in to my PM and forwarded that PM to you.I really do like you and will never try to conspire/betray or make others to hate you.AND yes I dont know who is this Uday Bhanu fellow;I agree all the rest were me (TC/Asyd Waters/N.Brown/I M Mortal etc.) but not Uday Bhanu.
If you all please give me ONE chance to join in again ;I promise that I will always behave .
I really can't understand why do some folks ditest me? I know its not a racial discremation (being a lone HINDU_NNJ eh??? kidding).
Last but not the least please GIVE ME ONE MORE CHANCE-ANd I f I fail this Time;I agree to abide the "FOREVER BANNED tag".
-----Sincerely ;
Neelabh Bisen
India)

Your fine by me, as we spoke before, i think it takes courage to say your sorry in front of everyone, so as far as i'm concernd your alright. Good luck live long and prosper!

Thanks.

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I missed you.

we all missed him

I never received apologies from you, nor you tried to clarify that situation, why now?

I didn't have your Email ID;and everytime I was going to;I was banned.Sorry for causing you discomfort ;but I really respect you and hope you'll find it in your heart to forgive this delay.I never meant any offence to anyone.As for you;you will always be my fav. person here.
So wont you forgive me?

What the Hell did you Do? Was it that bad?

Almost too terrible to discuss.

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EDIT:

Well, our mods are certainly unforgiving of late. Fierce mods!

I remember a day, not too many years ago, when one amongst us, a misplaced American in Britain, was handing out bannings like they were bubble gum. And now, the same man...yes, thinking that we're getting older and wiser, when we're just getting old...has softened just a bit.

That was Evil Boab, I killed him. It's BoaB the Fairly Good now



Hang on... I never handed out bannings like bubblegum. Are you confuising me with OrganGrinder?

So, is this Thursday's Child?